I Feel-
I feel devastated.
I feel as if though I do not belong.
And I am painfully crying inside,
Though my mask is doing her job well.
I just want to stop the time,
Where nothing else but me moves.
Where I could feel everyone's pain,
Where I could see everyone's tears.
I just wanted to think,
In the most solitude place I could find.
I wanted to regain something I had lost-
My self-love.
Or, if time may permit,
I just simply want to know that feeling-
The feeling I crave so much at this point.
The feeling of dying.
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January 20th 2006 at 8:05 pm
I believe I am good at sweeping my feelings under the rug, pero wala pa naman akong suicidal tendencies
January 20th 2006 at 11:28 pm
I know this feeling. I also feel like I don't belong nowhere. I hate that feeling.
Euri, don't say that, please *hugs*
Despite all the bad things in life, life DO is worth living it - there is some reason in life, you just have to find out what is yours.
January 20th 2006 at 11:59 pm
the poem is express well but at the same time sad. Can personally relate w/ the 2nd and 3rd stanza.
last stanza is scary... do you really feel that? hope you're ok.
January 21st 2006 at 5:42 am
You can always choose to feel happy, Euri-chan. And that's a better choice. =)
*pat pat*
*hugs*
I'm here if you want to talk. And I mean it, I'm willing to listen. =)
January 21st 2006 at 2:00 pm
sounds like we're in the same boat. most of it echo my very own predicament.
just like what you did for me:*hugs* hope u're doing fine, too. :)
January 21st 2006 at 7:03 pm
nice poem... most people have their highs and lows... its sad but that's life... :-(
January 21st 2006 at 8:30 pm
Hi euri! Whats wrong? :( *hugs*
and yeah, that's gonna be my official blog~ ^_^
January 21st 2006 at 9:31 pm
oh. sometimes I feel that way. pero don't wish for death, ok? God will find a way... :)
January 21st 2006 at 11:35 pm
Well, dying's not so bad :D:D~ I mean you get to go to heaven after! ^__^ It's just the question of HOW you feel like dying o__O; I mean, do you wanna go to sleep and die, or do you want to drown? d:
>>; I'm jk about the drowning part and all. >>;
Oh, moo. I is here. Why is it such a sad poem. =_= If ever I take to writing poetry, I shall write bubbly happy sunshiny poems. About myself. XDXD~ Hehehehe.
Anyway, you write prettyfully. [=
January 22nd 2006 at 11:25 am
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January 22nd 2006 at 8:30 pm
You must have a lot of things in your mind huh? I hope you feel better .. :]
January 22nd 2006 at 11:18 pm
those were the ole'days :P I hated myself for the past 21 years... but if you continue to hate yourself and want to die :P what will happen to you? :P
I wanna compose a poem for God @.@
January 23rd 2006 at 12:43 pm
Sleep and never wake up. ;)
January 23rd 2006 at 2:21 pm
Binalik ni Lord yung pagkaenergetic ko and I really have a lot of time basta sa kanya. Even I am busy :) siyempre nakakatulong din ang business mo eh sa online so you can work and do these stuff at the same time :D
January 24th 2006 at 12:17 am
Very inspiring, sister! I died.
January 24th 2006 at 4:29 pm
Bakit ganun? Bakit ako, hindi marunong gumawa ng tula? *inggit* LOL. Medyo depressing.
January 25th 2006 at 10:12 am
i can relate on your poem. pero hindi dun sa last stanza. nafil mo talaga yun? hope yer fine.
January 28th 2006 at 6:00 am
gah thats deep wow its really good hope thats not how you feel be happy I find it hard but after reading a manga (fruits basket man I love that manga) I realised that the girl had it far harder then me so I should be happy no matter what because I have it pretty good :)
Luv Bexxxxxxxx
January 29th 2006 at 3:57 pm
aww. i can totally relate to the poem.. once, a guy friend asked me "how do you manage to smile when you're heart is burning on fire?"... i simply answered "maybe because... i'm used to it..." it taks time, to heal a broken heart. :( how i wish that time, would just like rewind....
January 30th 2006 at 8:00 pm
aww such a sad poem. I hope you feel better. I clicked the google add for you.