MCP Reviewer
I just got my MCP reviewer. The thing is, would I even bother reviewing it. The exam was supposed to be tomorrow (Saturday, May 28) but they said it was moved to another day because the reviewers came late that resulted to being distributed late as well. I still don't have an Internet connection at home and so I'm posting this at school. (Yeah, bad student. :P) I'm supposed to research things about WAN and Internet Architecture but decided on posting when I saw this article while surfing for answers. I could say that she was really intelligent to pass that exam. That exam could drive you nuts!
I'm Alive
I had been offline for quite long, no? We have problems on our Internet connection. I think, it's with the modem. Til then, I wll be offline.
There had been a major change on my schedule. I mean, hello? Doesn't schedules supposed to be fixed with minor conflicts before the enrollment starts rather than changing it again and again?! Damn it! It's been 2 weeks since the class started! (Well, it's supposed to.) How come even until now, they are still changing the schedules?! This is stupid. To think that my OJT is on this tri and how am I suppose to finish 120 hours on time when my class starts at 10:00am and ends at 9:00pm?! My Thesis B is in this tri as well. Geez! I think I need extra extra extra extra effort on this. *sigh*
Endless Path
I walked this earth for a thousand miles
Living in the shadows of the immortal soul
As if my path goes endless
As if my time would never end
With this stained hands
I wondered through thousand tears
With this thousand tears
I wondered to find my light
A place where I would be welcomed
Where people would accept me as who I am
Where people would not judge me for how I look
Where people could understand
I had found my path once to this place
But I left it with a bleeding heart
How I wished it did not change
And remained as it was when I first came
I kept on dreaming and hoping
That I might have been wrong
Even if I knew from the very start
That I would only be torn apart
Tuition Fees Will Get High
First day of class, as expected, no one's there. I guess they (my classmates) will start comming to school by next week. :P Okay, I take it, we're a lazy bunch! *lol* I went to check if there was a request for openning Elective 01 (Oracle). I was pretty sure they will have it opened since we were 2 entire classes who failed that damn course. So it was on the requested list. Yey! ;)
The news said that tuition fees will get high this school year on state universities. They even gave a state university as an example and said that the school's Php12.00 per unit might rise up to Php17.00 because the government doesn't support. I was so shocked! A unit only cost 17 pesos?! I'm paying more or less than Php500.00 for a unit and there exist a school that offers a unit that cheap?! *collapsed* So it is a public school. So what, public and private schools doesn't have much difference. Both have all kinds of students in all kinds of attitude, manner of dressing etc.
If you ask me, I personally would like to get my children on a public school or a typical private school rather than an exclusive school. Why? Because the child would grow up ignorant of the things around him/her. Look at me for example, the first time I knew how a fishball, squidball, one-day-old egg, balot, sago etc. taste like is when I got to high school. The snack that were always given to me are Pizza, Tacos, Nachos, Cheeze Burgers, Fries, Spaghetti and the like. My grandma doesn't want to give me foods as such because she thinks their "dirty and full of germs." Every time I would attempt to buy one, my yaya would look extremely scary. -.- Yaya always carry this stupid umbrella everywhere I go. It's annoying. :( Oh, I forgot. I never learn how to travel by jeepney until I got to 2nd year highschool. And even now, I still can't go to far places. The only place I go is those near the school and house. Nonetheless, not. I would get lost! My brother on the other hand is opposite. He grew up at my Mom and Dad's supervision so he learned everything I am ignorant of. Lucky asshole!
Insanity Over Unrequitted Effort
I guess the only time you have for me was the other night and I didn't even noticed you signed-in. It broke me to pieces when I could and was willing to spent an entire day, sometimes not even sleeping for days just to waiting for you to get online and you couldn't even spare even just a minute for me. I'm starting to drowning myself with useless thoughts over my Friendster Blog, been posting to Necrotica to kill time, dropping by Tubasa Boards to get news, exchanging thoughts over FCF for a peace of mind, and all else a procrastinator does. Almost anything to rid myself myself off frustration. I could, however, honestly tell myself that it kinda helped me to relaxed a bit and get myself calmed. Though truth must be told, it didn't kill my pain. A few more days and all my blogs would be the same as you find my Friendster Blog. Ranting like this doesn't help, I know.
Still, I wanted to release my pain, sealed it with a tear and remember it as it was locked inside my heart.
7.50 Fare
Damn it! LTFRB had approved the increase of fare from 5.50 to 7.50 and this would start on May 25 without discount for students on weekends (Read it yourself.) And this is bullshit for when the fare gets high, everything would eventually follow. We managed to talk to dad about it and he agreed to add another 500.00 for our monthly allowance to help us with the fare crisis. Horray to my dad for this! ;)
Back to BE!
Yes, I'm still alive. I finally moved my site back to my precious BE! ;) And I was having a problem over what to do with Takipsilim. I don't want to use it as a redirection for BE. It's a big waste of money. And besides, I squeezed my brain hard for two days just to come up with a suitable name for my taste. So I guess I had found it a new owner! and I know she'll love it like I did. :)
I also entered Diamond Web Awards to see how far I could go. If you honestly think I deserve your vote, then please vote for me.
Drenched in Tears
It was a sunny morning when she decided to go to a mall to buy something. She met a few friends along the way, chatted with them for a bit and went on. Staring at the brightly shining sun, she slowly pushed the clear glass door of the mall and a greeting and a breeze from the air-condition welcomed her as she enters. She quickly glanced to the right when she heard a voice calling out her name from the crowd and saw a friend. She smiled, approached, and chatted with the friend long enough to get another man in the picture. She love him. Full-heartedly as she never want to give him away for anything. She saw him from afar, smiled at him as he approaches. Though the bitterness of reality hit her, she saw him turning away another direction as if they didn't saw each other. She was crushed. Not an inch she moved for she was traumatized to see him act that way. There was too much pain in her heart that seems to drain all her strength. And her tears, they began to stream down from her eyes as if it will never stop. When she couldn't bare it anymore, her feet starts to move by itself causing her to run with no definite place to go to. She did not mind the people she had and might bumped into. The only thing in her mind was to run and run. When she reached the glass door where she came in, she pushed it with all her might and still ran outside to the streets. The minute she reached and crossed the road, a speeding car bumped into her causing her, her life. People started to circle around as they pity the girl lying on the floor with blood spilled on her dress, and a few coming out from her lips. It was just a few months after she turned 20. She was so young, so full of life, hopes and dreams. A girl who died young to know the world. A girl who died drenched in her own tears.
Movie Phobia
I read Rosa's post today. A great post! Actually, a very educational one and I highly recomend it to each and every youth that might pass here. Though, as I read her entry, one awful incident was made fresh from my memory. An incident that I wanted to bury down to oblivion for all eternity. The incident that caused my phobia of going to movie houses. Since that day, I never watch movies alone or with someone unless it's him. I wanted it to be in group or just at home.
Gulong-Gulo
Galit pa rin siya sakin. I don't think kakausapin pa niya ako. I'm so stupid and so selfish. Alam ko naman na mabigat yung dala-dala niya ngayon eh. Tapos, heto ako, dinagdagan ko pa. Ayun tuloy, ayaw na akong kausapin. Iniiwasan na lang ang mga messages ko. Alam niyang malakas ang pakiramdam ko. At alam kong alam niya na nararamdaman ko ang sakit na nararamdaman niya kahit na malayo kami sa isa't-isa. Hindi ko na tuloy alam gagawin ko. Gulong-gulo na ko. Hindi rin ako makatulog magmula kagabi. Alam kong masama ang loob niya sakin kahit hindi niya sabihin. Nanghihina ako sa tuwing naiisip kong nasaktan ko na naman siya. Gusto ko siyang puntahan, pero hindi pwede. Kahit naman pwede, ayaw ko rin. Natatakot kasi ako sa magiging reaction niya sa akin... :(
Alam ko, gago ako.
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