Poetry

Pathway

December 21st 2009 at 4:18 pm.

An unclear pathway
About an unseen future
Disturbs one's weak heart.

In this darkness
Where the world is covered in lies and deceit,
We held on to each other
Like there's no tomorrow.
The blood covered streets,
Where the difference between morality and not,
Is but a thin line of thread
That warps each and every one of us.
We screamed at the top of our lungs,
Yet our screams merely echoes around these thick [...]

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I Love You, Farewell

August 20th 2009 at 1:51 am.

Last night, I dreamt of you.
A figure, I've always knew.
Like an angel you touched my face,
Gliding through the wind with grace.
You reached out your hand and smiled sweetly,
I was swept away, completely.
We held hands and danced together.
It felt like I could be with you forever.
I woke up with my face wet with tears,
Feeling the sharp [...]

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Each Time

January 30th 2009 at 10:02 pm.

Each time I try to fly, I fall off the sky.
Each time I try to climb, I slip down the ground.
Each time I try to run, I stumble and wound myself.
Each time I get up, my legs get numb.
Each time I wanted to scream, I run out of voice.
Each time I dream, I suddenly wake [...]

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Little Doll

December 12th 2008 at 12:38 am.

I'm not going nuts,
Oh, no, I'm not!
I've already had a screw loose
Quite some time ago.
My puppet master thought it was okay.
That it's not really harmful
And he shall fix me later,
Yes, just a little while later.
Later turned into hours,
And hours turned into days.
I was left alone to run around,
And I played a lot, yes, I played!
Alas [...]

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Rest

October 14th 2008 at 7:11 pm.

When everything you held on to
Crumbles like a sand castle at the beach,
I would rebuild your castle for you
Like a king who's afraid of nothing,
Like a warrior who'll give his everything.
When everything you treasure most
Slowly dies in front of you,
I would breathe life into them
Like some god from an unknown place,
Like some devil who haunts [...]

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Sunset

July 10th 2008 at 2:20 pm.

There you were lying so comfortably
In the couch beside the window.
With a fix gaze up on the ceiling,
As if thinking of something deep,
As if dreaming of something grand,
Staring into nothing at all.
You lighted your favorite cigarette
With that same lighter you usually carry around.
As always, you used your left hand to smoke.
And you gently closed your [...]

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Fairy Tale

April 23rd 2008 at 7:21 pm.

When your enchanting silver dress
Turns back into dirty rags,
When your prince never arrived
To wake you up with a kiss,
Always remember that inside the deep forest
There's a tiny hut where you can run into.
When your castle that's made of gold
Crumbles into tiny pieces of stones,
When both of your healthy feet
Turned back into a tail that's full [...]

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Forlorn Sailor

March 27th 2008 at 11:22 am.

I want to run away and set sail
Where the waves would drift me to an unknown land.
Where the waves kisses the shore,
Where the sky embraces the clouds.
A place where I can breathe the air freely
Without suffocating from the cities pollution.
A place where I can drink water peacefully
Without the need for me to cough it out.
A [...]

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Friendship

January 10th 2008 at 12:22 pm.

When I needed you most,
You weren't there.
I was crying alone,
I was bleeding alone.
When you needed me,
I didn't know.
How am I suppose to know?
You didn't tell me.
I thought you care for me.
I thought you love me.
But you were not there,
Your presence was never there.
I am not a fortune teller.
Nor am I a psychologist.
I can't tell how [...]

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Pure White Wings

January 6th 2008 at 7:37 pm.

Pure white wings,
Carry me to the sky.
Where I could breathe the fresh air,
Where I could feel the gentle wind.
Pure white wings,
Fly me higher to the sun.
Where I could feel the warm breeze,
Where the light is blinding.
Pure white wings,
Do not fall down.
To the earth that is barren.
To the soil that's full of sin.
Pure white wings,
Why are [...]

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One Moment

December 17th 2007 at 1:09 pm.

My time, for a while,
Seemed as if it stopped.
My thoughts, in deep,
Seemed as if it went to blank.
I felt incredible uneasy.
I start suffocating.
The silence was deafening.
Yet, even a bit of noise is irritating.
The clock keeps ticking.
My heart beats are increasing.
My breathing becomes heavy.
Everything else becomes blurry.
The echoing sounds,
The perpetual repetition,
It makes me loose myself.
It drives [...]

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This Feeling...

December 12th 2007 at 10:07 am.

With each moment that passed,
With each air I breathe in,
With each sound that rings,
With my every heartbeat.
This feeling,
I could not explain well in words.
I don't know where to begin,
I don't know where to end.

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Eyes

September 29th 2007 at 5:04 pm.

When I saw those eyes
My heart stopped beating.
Those eyes that stared at me,
Even though it was from a distance,
They seemed to see through me
Effortlessly.
My heart starts to beat again,
Yet I couldn't lift a finger.
I wanted to move
Yet it's as if I'm glued.
My whole body seemed paralized.
and it's getting hard to breathe as well.
The clock kept [...]

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Tainted Desires

August 2nd 2007 at 9:56 am.

Unforgettable -
Your refections in people's memory.
Unspeakable -
Your presence itself.
Your glance -
Draws people as if in trance.
Your voice -
Drowns people as if you're void.
Glittering hazel eyes.
Perfect porcelain skin.
Such tantalizing eyes.
Such undefined beauty.
At your stare,
Her body trembles with anxiousness.
At your whisper,
Chills run down her spines.
Cold fingers that caresses her.
Warm lips that kisses her.
You drive her crazy.
You filled [...]