Archive for June, 2008

SOS! HELP! たすけて!救命啊!

SOS! HELP! たすけて!救命啊! [insert other languages here!]

Okay, I have this problem with my PC. I don't exactly know what's wrong with it, but anyway, my .html files has IE7 icons on them. When I double click them, they open in Firefox. I already tried doing the right-click, properties, and change the default browser to Firefox, but it's still the same. I uninstalled my IE7 and my multiple IEs but still, it still has the same icon. I can't work properly, because I kept thinking about that annoying IE icon. It's ruining my day. If you have answers, please tell me! *begs*

Here's a screenshot:

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Shut the Hell Up!

I don't know how many times I've said this, and I've been like this since time can remember. You, of all people should know me better. Anyway, let me say it again:

SHUT THE HELL UP WHEN I'M TALKING!

You know how irritated I get when someone just butts in while I'm talking. And to make matters worse, you don't even listen? WTF?! You know how I hate the fact that you go around asking me something and when I reply, you don't even fucking listen to a word I say. What's the point of even asking when you don't even want to listen to the answer? And if I don't reply, you go on and tell me that I'm rude. Geez, for the love of your God! You seriously don't make sense at all!

There are several people in this world who would want to talk to you (and people like you) regardless of that fact that you're like this, then just go and talk to them and please leave me alone. Even if it seemed like a little thing to you, and most people can't be bothered by it, it annoys me to the core and it bothers me a whole damn lot. I would rather do something else more productive than talk to people, you know. Oh, but I'm not an anti-social and I'm still normal. It's just that you guys aren't.

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ToyCon '08

Yes, yes. Me was at the ToyCon '08, but me wasn't cosplaying. Me arrived late too. Because cool people always arrive late. Along the isle near the Mobius booth, me was standing in awe. While on the process, me got lucky and get to meet the Dan Hellbound (me wonders, what happened to his site) there but me forgot to ask for an autograph. =P

Here's a few eye candy for you guys. =3

Oh, and oh and oh. Here's the highlight of the post: Hard Gay hits Hard with Biatch! Free wallpaper for the Dev Team!

Friendly Advice:
Be careful of ToyCons, you'll never know what hit you. :D

PS:
This post is payback to Biatch for taking Gackt's name from me as a character name in GONG!

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Little Bugs

There are these little bugs I'm seeing around my kitchen lately. It's about the size of those bugs you see on rice stored for too long. Whenever I crush them, there's this crunchy little sound that I seem to find bliss in. It drives me mad in want to crush one more as soon as I crushed one. I have a mixed feeling of relief that my house isn't that dirty to be filled with bugs and sadness because I couldn't find anymore little bugs to crush.

It just went pass my mind, is it immoral to crush bugs like this considering that they are also living creatures despite them being parasite or whatever? Then again, I do not give a damn for other people's so-called morality since it's always biased and most of the time, one-sided.

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Home

This long week end, I went home. Like usual, I opened the gate using my old key. As I pushed the huge double entrance door, I saw that antique church bell hanging in front of me, untouched since the day I decided to live alone. Since I've been eying on that antique church bell since I was 10 as I wanted it to grace my own room, it's always been the first thing I see whenever I go home. As I walk myself in the foyer heading towards my parents' room, I went pass the living room and the dinning room, as usual. And like always, the pressure that I left behind rush through me like it missed me for some reason. I shove it off as usual and opened the usual heavy door where I found my parents watching TV together, as usual. I said a little hello and closed the door back and went straight to knock at my brother's room where I found him and his workmates singing karaoke. I went to the room where me and my other brother share a room, and dropped my stuffs down there and joked around with him a bit and went outside. Just like usual, I also played with the little kid that's often seen running around the house. After that, I ate dinner, took a long hot bath, and tried to go to bed.

Two days after, we went back home to the old house where I grew up to visit our grandma who had been rehabilitating for two months now, after that incident of her attack. As I stared at those old walls, floors, ceilings and stairs, I thought that nothing much changed since the last time I've been there too. The only thing that changed were those that lived there - humans and animals alike. Her old gay attendant was replaced by a man who's supposed to be her female attendant's brother, and that her security guard who looked like a house boy, gain tons of weight on which, makes me wonder if he could still run if worse comes to worse that he would have the need to chance a burglar or something. Her old maids were still the same people though, while the number of her dogs, probably increased to 7 now, instead of 5. I heard, the other one died too. I kept staring at the usual furnitures, but no matter ho much I stared at them, the feeling wasn't there anymore. When I sit my the dinning area staring at the Koi paintings at the wall, it made me feel like the old house were I grew up is gone and that it now was a different house.

When I went back to my place, yesterday. I look around it again, after cleaning it. I had a long sigh of relief afterwards. It feels as if I'm home, yet the home was never mine, in the first place.

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